There are still hard days, REALLY hard days, moments that suck supremely, and moments that make me want to crumble into little bits...
But, I also have good days...entire days that are really happy, moments that sparkle, moments that are full of hope for the future...
It is still harder on days that I see or talk to him, but even that has gotten better. It isn't very consistent either. Sometimes I can talk to him (or see him) for a while and feel fine, sometimes it takes just one second and I am deeply saddened.
Sometimes I am still angry. Sometimes I still rage inside that it is so unfair.
But that happens less often now.
Most of the time I feel ok.
I guess it is true that time heals...
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