A New Day

There is something so amazing about a new day. You wake up and have the entire day, your entire life ahead of you. Ready to start fresh and new. Whatever happened yesterday just doesn't matter, because yesterday is over. Why dwell on it?

This past month has been very up and down for me. I'm really not sure why, but it is what it is. I don't know if the roller-coaster is quite done yet, but I do feel better today. Yesterday too actually.

Despite a serious hair dye blunder (it has been so long since I've had one of those too) I'm feeling good. Calm. And not so afraid to be myself.

I have to admit, my presentation last night really helped with that. I was so nervous, so afraid that I was approaching the whole assignment wrong. Especially after listening to another presentation that was so career focused and professional. I thought "Oh no! I'm going to sound like a fluffy idiot!"

Well, I got through it, and the professor practically gushed over how awesome he thought it was! Seriously! I was amazed.
And then I realized, I may not have the same style as someone else, but that doesn't mean my style is bad or wrong. That is what makes me unique. And I may be a bit fluffy and frou-frou, but you know what? I'm ok with that too.

I have been down in the dumps earlier this week, and that feeling could come over me again in the future. But today...today is a new day, and I feel good.